22 September 2007 · Jeffery
Confusing of Work
Why feel something wrong when you are working for something that supposed to be the thing you like to do?
Recently, I continuous my work, something about User Interface, suppose that is the thing I dream to work for, but the feeling is not happy as I expected, or, as before.
I am some kind of emotional driven people. But this time I don’t know what make me feel like that. Here has the resource and intention to make the thing happen, but, it make me feel that it seems running to something else. It is the problem of methodology ? Or the coherency between people and mind?
I always dream of building something that can benefit people. I always dream of owning my brand, product, my company. Always.
But, also always think that I am missing partner, missing resource, missing idea, missing abc…
I don’t understand myself. Many time I try to know more about me. According to the “Define Me” application in the facebook, somebody (I really like to know who) defined me as “artistic”, “emotional, “humorous”, “passionate”, “perfectionist”. Is it the “Jeffery” you know?
This is a confusing Saturday morning. Wake up with non-stop running nose, then found the words, “depressed”, “getting lost”, “target just like mirage” float surrounding.
umum…
Just take a walk in jobsdb. Search “User Experience”…
“Sorry, we found no records that match your job criteria.”
September 28th, 2007 at 4:58 pm
why need partners? what resource you want? um…idea? question enough! but, you cannot cReaTe by urself?
September 30th, 2007 at 10:55 am
Just some excuse to myself.
Seems not confidence enough to myself.