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我夢見一位朋友自殺死了。
我在夢中夢見事情的出現，但救不了她。
我在夢中哭了。

People just say I get a good job. With good pay and exactly what I like to do. Yep. It is good. But can I do something better?You may say I still not good enough in the company. Many thing to learn. Yeah. No doubt, this is a good place to practice. But, how much you want to learn from, and what is “enough”? I don’t believe Leonardo think he painted something good enough when he die. Don’t understand why there seems something wrong. Not able to tell what the problem is. I know my body recovering. My mind will be clear and I will give an answer to myself soon.  I am gifted to do something special. Don’t ask me if this feeling is right or wrong. Let me recover from this wine first. Good night.

Why feel something wrong when you are working for something that supposed to be the thing you like to do?

Recently, I continuous my work, something about User Interface, suppose that is the thing I dream to work for, but the feeling is not happy as I expected, or, as before.

I am some kind of emotional driven people. But this time I don’t know what make me feel like that. Here has the resource and intention to make the thing happen, but, it make me feel that it seems running to something else. It is the problem of methodology ? Or the coherency between people and mind?

I always dream of building something that can benefit people. I always dream of owning my brand, product, my company. Always.

But, also always think that I am missing partner, missing resource, missing idea, missing abc…

I don’t understand myself. Many time I try to know more about me. According to the “Define Me” application in the facebook, somebody (I really like to know who) defined me as “artistic”, “emotional, “humorous”, “passionate”, “perfectionist”. Is it the “Jeffery” you know?

This is a confusing Saturday morning. Wake up with non-stop running nose, then found the words, “depressed”, “getting lost”, “target just like mirage” float surrounding.

umum…

Just take a walk in jobsdb. Search “User Experience”…

“Sorry, we found no records that match your job criteria.”